As mentioned in my last post, I have been having a terrible time lately.
My work is really triggering me in so many ways. It is clear that I need to get out of that toxic environment.
But I have no clue where to look.
I have been checking other district sites on the off chance that they need a teacher with my certification, but I am not putting much stock into that:
- It is still so early into the school year. The only people who would have left by now, quit… and why would they quit if the school was great?
- Jumping into a new district without the inservice days that let me at least learn a few people’s names would just increase my feelings of isolation.
- I am not sure I want to stay in education.
Ever since the Santa Fe shooting, I have been growing more and more aware of this dark cloud in me saying “Get out. Now.”
Maybe this is my chance?
But I don’t know how to look elsewhere. My degree, certifications, and work experience limit my choices. A few friends suggested non-profits and inter-corporate training positions. I have no clue how to get into those fields. Would I have the skills needed?
The biggest question, though, is would I be able to afford starting all over.
When we had been looking at houses, we looked at our financials seriously to see what we could feasibly afford. While this didn’t end in a house, it did end with me knowing a very accurate amount that I need to earn per month for us to still be OK.
(Side note: I felt bad when friends would suggest I just quit and focus on my mental health and finding a job while away from my current toxic workplace, because despite me feeling that it is what would truly be best for me, it is completely impossible.)
Jumping into an entirely new industry where I have no experience would put me at entry-level, low paying positions. Not that teachers make a ton (HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA) or anything like that, but if I had to take a second job doing remote tutoring with the pay cut I took for this job, can you imagine what would happen with the pay cut that would come with me being entry level in a new field?
I don’t want that to be the reason I am trapped, but it looks like it might be.
It was suggested that I contact a recruiter. I am going to look into that. They would be able to tell me if I am wasting my time by searching for this magical position.