The energy levels still aren’t back.
I am going t mention the lack of energy and motivation to my therapist today.
It’s not that I am not doing anything. I am still doing things.
I go to work. I clean the house. I cook. I play with my toddler.
I just don’t really want to do anything.
Maybe lethargy isn’t the right word. Maybe it is more like apathy? I just don’t care enough to do more.
Either way, I figure I will mention it tonight.
It’s a new thing for me. Normally in the past, when I have felt really down, I couldn’t find the energy to even do the bare minimum. This is why I feel like this is different? It’s new.
Several days of lethargy. I just don’t want to do anything besides lay down and read. I don’t have a cold or anything. I just don’t have motivation.
I am really, really tired.
I don’t really have much to say besides that.
I used to write so much more, but I just feel drained.
I used to do so much more.
I don’t have any other symptoms. I just want to rest.
Hopefully I will get that soon. I thought I would over break, but hosting family is pretty stressful. The rest that I got at the start of the week was all spent on that.
I feel like a car that is almost always running on empty. When the light starts blinking letting me know I am about to stop, I put in $5 just to keep going.
On the plus, at least I am able to do that! The car hasn’t given up!